A letter to your younger self and your 10-year-then self

A letter to your younger self and your 10-year-then self
For me ten years before today
There is a saying, "The past is a memory, the present reality and the future is hopeless". We all have memories of the past, whether good or bad, and it affects our current state
If I could go back in masalalu, I want to fix all the mistakes I have done. But unfortunately I have to still follow the rules of the time, although I do not want to part with masalaluku.

If I had a disappointing first then forgive me, now I'm trying to fix your disappointment. So help me regardless of your age, because my future is waiting.

You know the past, I'm trying to fix you so that no more regrets. But it was not easy fix you, because it has made an impression to me.

What should I do to get all better ??

I regret it now, but hopefully these efforts will not be in vain to fix you.

And this for an upcoming sepuluhtahun
A future who knows what should I Atakan to you because I do not know what will happen to the au just like any of the almighty that somehow whatever happens obviously I'm fighting for you masadepanku. Hopefully no things that can interfere with a future to reach its specially my 10 years to come so this letter of gratitude.